The Conservation Law of Ballads
By Mwaffaq Al-Hajjar
Mwaffaq Al-Hajjar is a Syrian poet and engineer. This poem is from his book Poetic Entropy published
when he was a refugee in Malaysia.
The mailman in my town,
I mean the town of my emigration
as my hometown is not my hometown anymore,
for towns have a habit of rowning
in rivers made of people
They move like
a picnic boat
passing
years and ages
never minding
the dead nor
the martyr.
Towns never care
about sadness in the poetry of those who left
towns are like that, they only embrace those who survive!
The mailman in my town
the town of my emigration I mean,
is an eccentric fellow, he knows that I am,
a lonely man,
that I sleep after dawn
and that I love poetry in such a way.
He still asks me, have you ever loved a lady?
I reply;
Who would love one of the lost men?
“Lost women! Get out of the window and look, my dear sir, lovers are drawing
lines on pavements, teaching poetry to the poor!
Do you write – every day – in vain?
Have you understood, the meaning, the purpose, and the essence?
Anyhow, do you have any letters – to your people – that I can send?
I laughed and said:
No – nothing worth mentioning!
“Have you written another poem?
I laughed and said:
No! No!
I have no stamp
nor a destination to send meaning to my people,
but I have written about the land
and about the details of
breaking free from the myths of the clan.
Nevertheless, I still need some time
to eject all the death inside and paste together
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